As I sit here in the quiet of my home. All I can think about is your sweet face. I have waited all day for this quiet moment... and suddenly I wish I could wake my entire family up. In fact, I wish to wake the entire nation... the entire world. What happened to you was more evil than I care to try to understand. Nothing makes sense when I see things like this happening all around me... everyday. We save the animals... the environment.... and yet we murder our own. Save the human race... Sounds like a good campaign right?
ONLY IT HAS ALREADY BEEN DONE... JESUS CHRIST CAME TO THIS EARTH AND HE DIED FOR OUR SINS TO SAVE US FROM AN ETERNITY IN HELL WHICH IS EXACTLY WHAT WE DESERVE.
WHY?
BECAUSE HE LOVES US!
His name is Scotty McMillan ... Baby Boy ... I want so badly to have loved you in this life. To have taken you away from those who were chosen to be your parents. I have studied your face... you remind me of my baby boy Kymbrel. Im sorry that we as a nation failed you. I wish I could have saved you... I wish I could have showed you that even though we were not made for this world that love does exist here. The world will forget you.. its heartbreaking but its true. I WILL NEVER forget you. I never met you but your sweet little face will be with me forever. Your little hands ... I just know that they would have fit perfectly in mine ... and my babies. They would have loved you more perfectly than even I could. All of this is feeling... hurt.. and anger and just disgust. Your sweet little life has already changed mine. In the 75 min I have known of your existence I have completely fallen in love with you.
While I could not save you... Jesus did... and While I could not show you love... Jesus IS.
If there is anyone out there who feels like they just can not be a parent ... please reach out to me. Maybe you were not meant to be a parent .. Maybe you were supposed to be the delivery driver. What can seem like a life sentence to some would be a life dream for others. AND THAT IS OK.
I will follow this story until it ends.... You have melted my heart and caused a spark. Praying my Spark ...turns into a flame... and that it burns into the hearts of those who hear your story.
I would say Rest In Peace... but I already know... Thank God.
Romans 12:19 Do not take revenge, my dear friends, but leave room for God’s wrath, for it is written: “It is mine to avenge; I will repay,”says the Lord.
